Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your hostess of Light

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As the energy of Gemini clashes with itself like a PMS Titan on a steamy day, we all feel pulled in every direction, like roasted Hawaiian pig at a Maui Luau.  The dark and the light of the impish Gemini twins demands that we make peace with the pushy energy within before we battle the pushy energy on the outer limits.  Everyone is a little more sensitive, a little grouchy, a lot distracted, mostly bewildered and vague.  We seek council of our own light and soul but all we see is fog. Our moods and thoughts change like the weather. We do not feel like we fit in our skin, or life. We look at those we love and wonder what happened?

In this place of many fissured mirrors, there is no good or bad, nor right or wrong - there is only reflection and a need to understand and love that reflection. The fork in the upcoming road leads humanity down a bumpy path.  A place where compasses no longer work and the landscape shifts and pulses hiding its true colors.  The teachings of mercury and Gemini are so animated it is like 3^rd graders in an unrehearsed Christmas play after they had Kool-Aid and cupcakes. Just like the flow of liquid mercury life and time moves in an un-harnessed fashion doing what it wants to, when it wants to, because that is life.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your Hostess of Light

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The 11:11 doorway will issue a time out, not for bad behavior but for examination of the new patterns of light. Like a spider’s web, messages are hidden sculpted in sacred geometries and codes.  What is sacred seeks an outlet a place of shelter. As we move past the previous markers of this years limitations, we begin to dimensionally float like an island in a gust of hurricane force wind. Everything floats like ivory soap causing all of us to feel a little nauseous like altitude sickness and seasickness wrapped in one big burrito.

We truly have become almost Island like, moving ever so slightly with the changing dimensional tides, no longer attached to any outcomes. Everything tries to right itself like an upside down cake. The winds of change are dominant and push us in  directions we would not choose on our own. Like a multi colored autumn leaf, we allow that 'which is’, to buffer our shift. We are quickly learning Dimensional riff is not a place for sissies.

Gillian Macbeth-Louthan ~ From your hostess of Light

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As one sits and ponders the universe in the early dawn of a new day one goes inside to see the place that holds the Hope Chest of each human being. A place it is filled with the dreams that will not be fulfilled this lifetime due to one circumstance or another's Karma.
When one sits in this place with their regrets their shortcomings their failures they come to a sharp point a precipice, a Universal Cosmic Dot of knowledge at the bottom of an earthly exclamation point. Most humans try hard they are sincere and good-hearted going out of their way to do good. So why are they not showered in blessings like an Antarctica snowstorm? Where does all that good (and bad) go?

If multi-dimensional existences, parallel worlds and other selves exist simultaneously throughout time, without ending, what role does our earth self play? It is in this dimensional place, that we must rest on our hunches and trust our gut. For the multi-verse one has no regrets. Every inch every thought every want or desire is lived out in Another Place, Another frequency of the ultra-dimensional you. The you that did not finish college, the you that did not marry, the you that had 12 children and was widowed. Every thing you have ever thought hard and long about has acquired life in other dimensional fields. For that dear ones is the objective of the patchwork multi-verse.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From Your Hostess of Light about these lovely button pushing energies…

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We all come to the apex of our being in-between the light and the dark of the moon, the sun, the self. We run from our own shadow as it comes up every morning to teach us how to connect with our personal dark matter universe. Like a personal pan pizza the shadow fits all sizes. It taunts us seeding our thoughts with little deceiver nouns and pronouns, First names, past actions, deceits that went unexplained, plausible deniability all comes knocking at our subconscious filling our psychic in-box.

Everything comes to the surface as we shadow dance and box with our own light. Questioning everyone’s motives and actions, As we slide away from our own dingy personal laundry.  in the USA political years seem to bring out that Wiley Coyote Energy, trickster. Like a magic trick exposed too many broken promises produce a planetary acid reflux, a bad taste in the mouth and soul.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your hostess of Light

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The energy of July has us all pulled apart like a southern pork sandwich/ displaced and shredded. Emotions run high as families gather and all the old dialogue emerges long enough to push buttons for another 3 months.  We hold within us slice of the ‘DNA PI’ that gets served up especially on holidays. Parts of ourselves we stuff in a closet until we are forced to being them out. Parts of ourselves we do not seem to have a lot of control over and we react basically like Pavlov’s dogs, ‘one ringy dingy’ and we are off on an emotional tangent.

Everything we have worked so diligently to stuff floats to the surface like a vessel lost in the Bermudatriangle surfacing after 50 years.  Most days we feel we are in the Bermuda triangle ourselves, when all of our loved ones are in different emotional time zones. Emotions surface violently as we literally purge ourselves of unsaid words and feelings.  We all still carry soul wounds that have never really healed.  When we have sacred alignments such as holidays, family reunions, deaths and births, ancestral DNA gathers together to shift, often deleting harmful family genetic traits in a sometime hurtful way.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your Hostess of Light

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All of the Earth shakes and rattles and explodes as inner earth and her hot temper comes to the surface for all to see. The earthquakes and death tolls rise as the old tumbles and the new comes to the surface in a horrific way. The quakes in Nepal (which are still happening everyday) during the time of Wesak and the shamballa valley were a slap in the face. They took what was holy and ancient and sacred and shook the very foundation it lived upon. This is a sacred month with many elements lined up to give us all an opportunity to be kinder and more holy in all of our interactions.

The land is speaking to all of us and like a mother giving us one last chance to straighten up our rooms. We can do that by bringing the holiness back to the place we reside. No matter what part of the world you live, what kind of house from beach house to palace to cave (which sounds good some days J ) that your stuff resides, it is a holy expression of who you are inside and out, the collective of you. The land and house I live in has been very demanding about making it more holy. I have created a goddess garden out back and working on a garden of the gods out front. The house has demanded it be kept ready and clear of debris. Making room for more light, or a few visiting Angels or Aliens?

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your Hostess of Light

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As we move our very kicked cosmic butts away from the eclipses and the 4-4 doorway we look intensely into our selves seeing a deep shift that cannot be named or explained. Once again we are not who we were and we are not who we are becoming. Like a shape shifter we are caught mid-stream between a hard place and a slippery rock. How can one be so alone and yet to connected to everything in the universe?

The energy of the 4-4 came in like a razor sharp storm that cut right thru any and all illusion and perception. It stretched itself like a angry snake across all the lands and peoples that were to shift and allowed for the cleansing and opening of all that was whole and holy.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ From Your Hostess Of Light

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As we all walk forward in time from the battlefield of winter, we are weary confused and on guard. Are we prepared for theses shifts to come in whatever name and form they desire? The weather has more moods than a teenage girl on a full moon prom date.  How do we prepare for energies that no not respond to our prayers and well wishes? It is obvious that man cannot tame the goddess of winter for she demanded homage on bended cold knee. What will the goddess of spring ask of this year?

As the Goddess of Spring stretches herself and flourishes underground, she takes all of us to a hidden entrance that resides in a place that has the ability to camouflage itself from prying eyes. Like a magic door hidden in a tree trunk or a portal between worlds in the middle of a blueberry patch guarded by feral stickers matters not, the worlds between the worlds will be seen. Reflections where time bends and dimensions parley will show what is invisible.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ FROM YOUR HOSTESS OF LIGHT

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As we enter the month of the heart and all that entails we enter places of emotion we are not prepared for. All places and times merge together in a patchwork of feelings that cannot be explained away. Spontaneous eruptions of tears and fears come to the surface as we walk forward into more light and enlightenment.  As we entered 2015 a great sadness and heavy dense feeling entered many of us. We wept and mourned for things that had not even occurred. We felt the presence of the ‘great comforter’, the one that holds the hearts and hands of Earth, as we as a planet experience biological despair. Many have already left the earthen playing field, some four legged and fuzzy, some the last of a powerful generation and some just dear wonderful friends that got tired of being too human. As the baby boomers step up to the plate of light, it is their turn to stand at home base, hit the oncoming changes, and shift with precise accuracy.  Crossing their figures and wearing their lucky socks they hope for a grand slam but will settle for 2^nd base.

The biggest part of being human is feeling. It is all the senses wrapped around each other in a perfect DNA spiral. Feeling is what makes us human and vulnerable and yet at the same time holy. We as human try to run and escape the feelings by whatever means is necessary. But like a Wiley coyote they turn around and bit us in the butt. We should have figured it out by now, but we cannot escape emotions and feelings no matter how hard we try. Like a shadow at high noon, they are always in our face and under our skin. Pushing prodding making us irritable.  Life is already demanding asking more of us than we think is possible.  The effect is a like a planetary Saturn return all go in front to the cosmic principle.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ Thoughts from your Hostess of Light

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Whewww….What a couple of weeks it has been, I feel like I have spent 14 days in the belly of the whale. The energies here in the Smokey mts have been totally liquid. An imposing liquid downloading for days, turning the summer leaves mottled in their autumn colors. Blurring all together like a Salvador Dali painting. A collage of shift so prevailing one has to hang on for dear life, praying they have the strength and courage to get thru this whirlwind of October. Drama is spelled with a capital ‘D’ as everyone goes thru the wind-tunnel of love alone, surfing the seas of self and mounting family karma.  

Holy moly! Didn’t we already do this karmic wash? The higher your light vibration the more you will be CONTINAULLY distracted by ongoing outer emotional wear and tear. We can blame it on every eclipse, every retrograde and every person that pushes our buttons, but ultimately we signed up for this part of the journey knowing full well that we would be asked to go that extra 10 miles and do more than we thought we were capable of.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan – Thoughts From Your Hostess Of Light – 15 April 2014

Thanks to: lucas2012infos

As of late all of life has had a great sadness in its heart. So many have  loved ones going thru heart wrenching situations. All of earth feels vulnerable and prone to dismay. Prayers are heard loud and clear but assistance is slow to get here. Divine intervention has seems to stop at a rest stop on its journey to us. One person after another is diagnosed with diseases no one has ever heard of. Doctors scratch their heads wondering where in the world all of this comes from.

Little hope is seen per the medical profession as they change their minds and diagnoses more than they change their briefs.  People are filled with fear no matter how much light and hope they hold. They are afraid of what is to come and become magnetic to even more distress. Everyone is touched by this unease as family members are stretched to the very limit; The limit of hope, the limit of belief, on the cul-de-sac of unlimited fear.