Life is about finding your power and finding your place in the world. If you look at what someone else wants, you find their place and not your own. What do YOU want?
Don’t care about what others want. Don’t care about what your mind is shouting at you to do.
Let it go. You can’t find what you want as long as your mind is filled with all these thoughts. Relax and put everything aside. Empty your mind.
If you are so attached to what your mind wants, you can never see something else.