Your freedom is within your ability to respond to Life in a way that keeps you open, strong, focused and aware. At first, as you learn to actively create your internal experience, it seems a lot to focus upon. It can feel overwhelming as you determine, “Am I open in this moment or strong?” Only to eventually discover that it must be both, though they feel so different at first.
It can seem disruptive to your peace as you must observe every detail and shape your choices based on a changing, sometimes chaotic, vibration. There is so much data coming at you and from you as you smooth your vibration into the flow of creation you are desiring. The lag time of manifestation often clouds the clarity of which thoughts and feelings led to which creation.