Gillian MacBeth ~ From Your Hostess of Light

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2023 is a bi-lateral-layered numerical year. With two distinct doorways of energy we will walk thru. The number 20 that lives within 2023 displays strength, awareness and sensitivity. This number is about perceiving any and all emotions; The ability to sense when others are struggling within self and life.  number 20 is concerned with new beginnings within a duality of choices. This number is part of the ‘plan of completion’ ‘Teaching the wise use of time.’

 

Spiritually speaking # 20 is a strong number sequence it speaks volumes within its choices.  It asks and tells you all at once, ‘it is now time to embark on a spiritual journey’. Your spiritual journey will only be successful if you start listening to what your inner soul light is telling you and follow the feel good trail of cosmic bread crumbs. Allow nothing to distract you from your path of heart that seeks to know it self.

 

Number 20 within 2023 is about hindsight, foresight and future sight and a call to duty. This energy is about polarity; knowledge of both the light and the dark. The zero within this combo is a vibration of blessing and protection. Zero is a number of great mystery, like the ‘alpha and omega’ it usually occurs during times of great choices and great changes.  Be conscious of the ‘daily divinity’ that is in your life. It is time to find new ways of uplifting your precious earth-time. Be a vessel that brings joy; inspire others by your actions.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your Hostess of Light

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Thank you Jesus we got thru those last 3 eclipses. These July august eclipses have been affecting me for 2 years, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. Mercury goes direct on my birthday 8/19 and the crowd cheers!

Most of you are aware of the mama orca whale that carried her deceased baby for 17 days almost starving herself to death. She finally let go thankfully, but really can you ever let go? During my 8:8 workshop in Tennessee, we worked with the Elohim of the whales (A-Qua-la) and dolphins via sound and soul we were able to connect with the mama whale, as a pod of sister whales. We each fed her inter-dimensionally, feeding her soul, as well as her body. Giving her manna she could digest easily since she could not bear to eat anything, she just wanted to die. The meditation felt so real to everyone, we really felt she had taken food from us, some rubbing her tongue to encourage feeding. Yesterday this beautiful lady of the sea swam thru my living room showing her underbelly as big as a submarine, demanding my undivided attention. I brought thru these channeled words for all of us that hold the magic of the ocean in our hearts.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ The Mayan New Year begins July 26, 2018

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Red Cosmic Moon:

I endure in order to purify
Transcending flow
I seal the process of universal water
With the cosmic tone of presence
I am guided by the power of space

Red Moon is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming.

Red Moon is the cosmic seed of awakened awareness. Consume it like a fruit, and let it blossom within you. You are on the quest of self-remembrance, of Godseed. If you work with the energy of Red Moon with clear awareness and attention, an awakened state of remembrance will naturally blossom within you. Remembrance means having direct access to your expanded presence through an intrinsic perception of unity. Remembrance is your recognition of the larger pattern and your connection to it, often facilitated through dreams, art, music, colors and creative pursuits. With focused attention, meditate on Red Moon and you will receive help with self-remembrance.

Gillian Mac-Beth Louthan ~ A Holy intersection of Time and text

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This evolutionary month of July offers us an opportunity to see with the eyes of a honeybee looking at 1000 different perspectives and patterns, seeing in-between time and circumstance from a multidimensional view. We are asked to go below the sea level of emotions into the underlying reefs that are labeled fragile and in need of our care. We try so hard not to feel, to block what hurts, we buffer it anyway we can. Eventually it all comes full circle and one comes face to face with that which you ran away from. The she- crab carries her shell hither and fro, shielding herself from life, and yet every 6 hours the tides changes everything.

As the clock strikes midnight on 7/7/ 2018 we come to a holy intersection of time and text. A great stellar pulse comes forth from our sun straight into the heart of all that matter. July starts the first pulse of power as we slowly move step, by step forward into the power days of summer. Many will be sidestepping as many issues as possible, stuffing the emotions with sweetness you are not finding in life.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ The planet Earth is a living breathing school of opposites

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Whenever you wish for anything, person, place or thing, with your very first thought of want or need you push it away from you. The universe seems to distribute those funds elsewhere into miscellaneous needs and wants.  Polarity is a two-way street, a coming and going, a receiving and rebuffing, a have and have not. While you are on earth, every thought has a counterpart, all light creates shadow.  With each thought of manifestation, we are immediately drawn into an internal/external conversation with lack.  Everything within us, as well as our outside world reflects mirrors and magnifies all the reasons that this manifestation cannot, will not, should not happen.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ The place of mirrors

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As the memory of what was, seems to drift like a dream in the morning mist, we continue to move quickly down the corridor of time. We are being ushered into light sequences that swing both ways. Down hallways that never end into a place that is not seen by the average Joe. All of humanity has seen and felt the alteration as we walk the trail of confusion, praying it does not turn into a trail of tears

We all scamper like rabbits, our little furry feet going as fast as they can. Not getting anywhere and exhausted by all the effort it took just to get this far, so we seek safety and respite. Time continues to brush past us like a gust of wind, not asking our permission as it continues to extend itself, like a man-o-war jellyfish. Life pushes us into a corner of seemingly limited choices but alas that too is grand illusion, a holographic projection of a possibility, nothing that is fixed in time. Time has shifted as has many land masses, earth continues to let us know she means business. New land is birthed old land is altered as Longitudes and latitudes dance to an primeval beat. Leylines and phase markers are off line.  An actual gearwheel in time is felt as the worlds walk into new octaves of Light.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From your Hostess of Light

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As the energy of Gemini clashes with itself like teething twin two year olds, we all feel pushed and pulled in every direction. The dark and the light of the impish Gemini twins demands that we make peace with the pushy energy within us before we battle the pushy energy on the outer limits.  Everyone is a little more sensitive, a little grouchy, a lot distracted, mostly bewildered and vague.  We seek council of our own light and soul but all we see is fog. Our moods and thoughts change like spring weather. We do not feel like we fit in our skin, or life. We look at those we love and wonder what happened?

In this place of many fissured mirrors, there is no good or bad, nor right or wrong - there is only reflection and a need to understand and embrace that reflection. The fork in the upcoming road leads humanity down a bumpy path.  A place where cell phones and compasses no longer work, and the landscape shifts and pulses hiding its true colors.  The teachings of mercury and Gemini are very animated like 1^st graders after Kool-Aid and cupcakes.

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Lately as my daily ‘to do list’ gets longer and longer never molting into a ‘ta da’ list, I find myself calling upon the Goddess of Completion. Now I have never met this gal nor even thought of her until now, but like a genii out of a bottle she just miracle-whipped into action. It was like meeting an old cosmic friend aka drill Sargent/ mother superior/ homeroom teacher and ‘fixologist’ compressed into pure action, with enough magic and sparkle mixed in to make it fun.  Like a Jumanji journey, this energy feeds on itself.

This powerful unknown goddess of completion came out of the ethers and like a really good friend offered her help and organizational magical skills via the ‘ta da’ list, erasing the ‘to do list’!  Her motto is, ‘see it done star sister’, first in the ethers then on the ground. She pushed and prodded me like an old cow poke making me clean, clear, and concise, detailing my life. Like mouse teachings she forced me to look closer at all that was seen and all that was hidden. Like Alice looking in-between the cracks in her life, searching for the perfect opening of completion and resolution.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ 2018 is all about Change

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2018 is all about change and I don't mean that loosely. Change, Change, change is echoing in the chambers of our souls.  The very word change is an 11 vibration. (Within the energy of eleven lives a de-light-full smorgasbord of experiences. Each experience is designed to offer food for thought through a maze of learning, allowing you to Let go of man-made manifestation and coming into Christed Creation. Doorways open doorways close and you are in-between all. Burst free from the previous shackles of limitation and fly high on the spiraling winds of truth beyond thinking and time. Your eternal heart will lead you in the direction of perfect flow. Light has a need to serve to embrace to become one with. Without you the light sits alone in waiting.)

Trying to follow the direction of our heart is not a job for sissies. It takes a tough dedicated spiritually strong person to do the bidding of the heart and soul.  This year has been a time of metamorphosis. The hard way the easy way and every way in between.  We as a planet have been stripped down to our barely human essentials.  Standing in front of the great Oz, we bare our souls, leaving them out to dry like a wet ocean soaked towel.

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All one can say is holy moly, what the heck did I do to piss off the universe? Those of you that receive this newsletter all hold a brilliant light and a good heart. You try harder, give more, and love deeply, so why is the Universe turning your worlds upside down? Everyday there seems to be something blocking our progress, keeping us from achieving our hearts desires, our mission orders, and our dreams coming true.   There are profound and intense energies happening at this time. Do not ask for any upgrades for your biological unit or your emotional unit. The energies that come forth moving at millions of miles a second come from deep space. The light pours itself forward into the center of our Earth hearts.  These energies have no consciousness they only have a mission to move throughout the cosmos and deposit their truth into living beings.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ Akashic Field reaches critical mass

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As spring pushes her pretty and pink-self, into every pore of our being, we feel a sense of expectancy like a pregnant woman in her 9^th month.  We all feel a slight urgency to accomplish that which is yet to be determined, the need to birth something in an outward fashion.  At a deep level our being kicks and pokes at us from the inside out.  Making life uncomfortable and tempers flare like a spring hairdo. All of earth mirrors this urge, to move forward, out of the long winter of waiting into a place that aspires to be a warm hope.

We look at ourselves seeing a newness that has not made its way to the surface as of yet, but still we fill the stirring waters of change within. We feel compelled and driven to move out of our winter blues searching blindly for those rose tinted glasses we once wore. We are seasoned like a good wine that seeks a crystal goblet. Everyday life gives us another morsel to digest, an appetizer that keeps us supping for more. People we know and love pass from the earth leaving a little hole in our heart. Regrets pile up like laundry that needs to be tended to, as we cling to what was and what could have been. We mourn for easier times and reflect upon what once was.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ A word from your Hostess of Light

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For many on earth this has been a long dank winter, showing its teeth and entire underbelly, while we whittled at our lives and calendar trying to make way for more named moody storms and wintry learnings. All of us are prepped like preschoolers waiting instructions. Not understanding why we are on edge, but everything around us says ‘be aware’ something does not feel right. Our bodies experience unusual phenomena not understood by medicine. Our hearts beat different as if we have two separate drums.  Our emotional bodies encircle us like moons looking to land. We all cycle together.

We move forward with caution as if we are walking in shifting quicksand or a minefield. Knowing at any minute the paradigm can change and we could be flapping on the outskirts of emerald city. We look to nature for understanding and insight but she looks back at us, just as confused. The rules have changed for all of us. Like Neanderthal man finding a cell phone, we bang our heads trying to figure out what to do next.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ The human heart unfurls itself

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In this Decembers learnings the human heart will find its way to a great opening in the soul and soil of what is old, finally Growing wings for a flight that was not scheduled. The human heart is a powerful device, more powerful than the ark of the covenant, as it inherently has a greater longer lasting force and effect on all that cross its path, which there is no protection from its sharp learning. It can be a cruel mistress on occasion and can seduce one into wrong choice’s, that all end on the same street of the future,  the human heart always follows its self sometimes landing on dead end streets.

The human heart has a perseverance that unfolds and unfurls its self as a banner that is strewn across the earth sky. Humanity stands tall in their tall in their unity when there is reason to fear. But as time passes and the pastures of their life are no longer in danger, they turn from the unison that was so important a day ago, an hour ago, a week ago.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan ~ From Your Hostess of Light

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To me the season of light begins as November comes out of her cocoon stretching her wings of light to become the beautiful dove star of 11:11  As the seasonal Light begins her descent upon the planet Earth we enter the true Season of light. A season born of Timeless Miracles, myths and Magic. A season of love that seeks to be embraced in the hearts of all humans. It asks humans to stop making excuses as to why one does not celebrate the holy days and the holidays of Earth.

Life has become virtually gridded enclosing one in separation from the true one heart, Too many deniable and plausible reasons as to not love or give or believe. This season of light is thick with potential and possibilities, it asked to be free formed into myriad miracles. Miracles walk the earth in many forms and look for vessels to leave gifts that the Creator himself has issued as a living attendance of light.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~Birth a new world from old wants and needs

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As the thickness of earth starts to lesson it is a wise and formidable thought to act as if you have landed upon a dessert isle far from the land of plenty, A place where you are parched for nourishment. What was once plenty has dwindled in size and does not have the ability to recreate itself as it once did. As Earth becomes a star her matter will diminish as its DNA shifts into a higher particulate. Earth will become curious in nature not reproducing herself in the same way. Matter in its densest form is released to the ethers where it will seek to become stardust again. 

  

Each earthly element awakens from a long sleep of discontentment forcing humanity into a corner of slim pickings. Wanting more is habitual of nature doe the 2-legged ones. The essence of more has left the planet as it too seeks to become more. You have asked to be in the moment – not in the past, not in the future. In this earthly now so much comes at you that you can neither move forward or back like one who is caught in a riptide. 

Gillian MacBeth- Louthan ~ Teaching of Lake Quashita Crystal Lake in Mt Ida Arkansas

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This Lake of many Mysteries and a deep unknown Beauty houses entrances and exits to all the sacred Lakes Through Time. From Lake Titicaca to Loch Ness to the isle of Avalon. For all sacred earth portals, entrances and exits through time and Circumstance are hallowed and will open when One fully Believes fully in their heart and Realm.

All of life responds to your intention, to the pulse of your blood, to the beat of the love that lives in your heart. Whether one walks through the woods, flies through the air or walks Upon a Shore, every living aspect is aligned with each step that you take knowingly and unknowingly.

Gillian MacBeth - Louthan ~ From Your Hostess of Light

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As dimensional Rifts become an everyday flotation device we find ourselves saline/sailing down new corridors of time as well as spacial expansion. What was long sought within self, within history, and within land, now slowly erodes by passing earth law and comes to the surface. We have become light Navigators in striations of light that we never knew existed. We are at a cumulative point of coming face-to-face with many aspects of our self on a DNA ancestral level that we personally do not want to admit to. 

Days and nights dance together as 24 hours seems to have shorten itself into a more concise pinpoint of energy. Like lights slowly dimming in a great hall, one does not always feel or sense the change or shift when sitting in the swings of time. . What we see in this new sea of light is yet to be formed like a Loch Ness monster that seeks refuge. Each human has developed bifocal lens Allowing them to see dimensionally, allowing them to see into the past and future riding the time slips as earths restorative resonance is changed to fit incoming shifts. Each experience is deciphered with a different code a different program a different index. no two can be compared, like roses in a garden, each has a unique color and scent. Many have become prickly pear of nature as what was one stuffed Rises to the surface to be seen in a sharpness and Clarity that may be too much for most humans.