One thing is for sure and that is that I AM happy
that this month of May has ended! It has been the wildest ride ever for me and
I am sure I am not the only one who feels that way. The Month of May has
been an intense clearing, as well as an activation where the Christed Self is
being given the opportunity to descend into our being and our heart, a process
that is now still taking place as we speak. This was all thanks to the
portals and eclipses that have taken place in this 1 month of our linear time.
As hard as it was for me personally, I am very
thankful for it, for it has given me a huge push to continue with my path that
my heart has chosen to follow. I have made decisions and choices that
might have affected some in my entourage and this has triggered a lot, not only
in my life but in theirs as well. And this is exactly what the hard part
was for me, because being sensitive to what other people think of me, I have
been tested, triggered and turned upside down in my thoughts and life with
exactly those kinds of mirrors. Isn't this process, this teaching
wonderful?! At first it was very hard for me, I must admit.. but now it is so
obvious as to how it was mirrored to me and why.
I have decided to end my relationship, which was a
wonderful one on the vibration of 3D, but since I am transcending this and
growing more into Self on a higher level, the relationship simply does not work
and does not resonate anymore. As hard as it still is, my heart feeling
was very clear about this and I do not have regrets for ending it. The
only thing that made it hard is the fact that I have 3 small children and that
everything is being thrown at me; I am accused of being a
bad person and a horrible mother by making this decision.

