I started this journey of service and Light work for the collective 6 years ago. I received the request and the task to channel certain Masters and some other beautiful Beings from on High. As it is my soul mission and passion, I followed this path and I learned a lot about myself during it. I always enjoyed doing this because it simply is my heart passion, my gift and an extension of my Beingness. I started doing this Service work (readings, channelings, tools, healings, attunements) for free. I did this for about 2 years. It all catapulted me into a very deep and profound Transformation as to where I started to embody more and more of my Higher Presence into this human form.
Of course, as is inherent in this experience, it requested some changes in my life to be able and continue this spiritual path. I ended up with leaving my relationship and my own house back then. I had no work as I could no longer perform my nursing job (energies), thus no income either. Still I kept on performing free energy and reading work for all. What happened then was taking a leap into myself and trusting my SELF. I left my house and relationship taking my 3 kids with me, this without a job nor any security. I gave up my house (I dropped the money that I was legally entitled to) and just had faith in myself.
I found a little house that was big enough to live in with my 3 kids and to start all over. I was then pushed to take the next step into my service work and to use my gifts and provide for myself, sustain myself. This was in 2013. Thus I started my “Awaken spirit from Within” journey and Spiritual Service website. Now I was to continue my Global Service work and accepting, asking money exchange for this work. I needed to sustain my children and pay the bills. I had truly nothing of myself financially after years of free service work. There was no other way, I needed to learn and accept too. And yes, we live in a world where this mundane (financially) is part of our realm as well.
So my Spiritual website and work was fact and became my job aside of my soul task. What a better way to do what you Love and who you are! I am following my heart, my self and using my native gifts. YAY!!
We are almost 4 years down the road of this Full time Self sustaining job as a Spiritual guide and counselor. I have connected with so many beautiful souls, learned much, shared much. I am grateful. But now at this point I am having a tremendous hard time to sustain myself and my children financially. It is going on for almost 2 years. The beautiful Tribe I work with are all very positive and grateful concerning my work and the co-creations we make. They say my work is helping them tremendously to step into their own power, that my rates are too low for the quality that is given from my end. Even though this is true and I am not earning enough to keep my head above the water, I always continued to offer free sessions, tools and advice. I always allowed for discounts and payment installments and even donations if services were too expensive for some who are also having a hard time financially. I am a giver that is Me.
But now I am at a point where I am considering to end this spiritual service work and go back into the daily life with a 9 to 5 job . My spiritual work income is not enough to sustain my little family financially. I even have shortages to cover many bills. There are not many that truly want to invest in themselves when it comes to services which are a bit more expensive.. unfortunately. And my free blog work on the website Pleiadedolphininfos does not receive much donation support either. I know I am not alone in this, there are other Light workers experiencing the same and I donate to these as well when support is needed. And here is the point that I am having a hard time with: I know I AM good at what I do and that I AM worth of this level of abundance as well. So are you! Still, for almost 2 years it is not coming through and perhaps it is time to say good bye or to simply step back and do less energy work – combining it with a full time 9 to 5 job. I AM devastated with this thought.
I will give it a little more time but this way you are all informed if the time comes.
I want to share this part of my life story with my Light family openly and honestly. I need support or change. Thank you all for this joint journey and beyond.